“People always try to find my agenda, but I don't really have one. It's safe to s…” — Ellie Goulding

I'd like to look like Madonna when I'm her age. I also look at athletes and love their bodies. I've always wanted to be muscly, not skinny. A lot of women yo-yo around, but I'm always aware if I'm getting a bit out of shape. I never look at the scales but I can just tell. It goes on my tum and bum.

I can fall in love in a simple way, but I can dissect it in such an intense fashion when it ends.

My mum was too busy raising four of us to encourage my hopes. But I'm glad I had the upbringing I did. It made me a worrier and a thoughtful, curious person.

I'm not afraid, as a writer, of being emotional. I'm obsessed with human emotion, body parts, physicality.